Category Archives: Medical care

Jamila and Enoch’s Walk


I kinda-sorta have an agreement with the VP for Parking that I won’t write about the patients.  We have no such agreement about the staff, so let me tell you about Jamila Kafi.  She’s a tall, light-skinned African-American woman on the housekeeping … Continue reading

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For Melia


A new day dawns and with it new learning, new understanding. Dying is a business to be learned.  I was three hundred miles away from my parents in their final years.  I talked to them on the phone every week, but … Continue reading

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The Absence of Roses


Here at Crouse Hospital, I have requested an immunology consult.  The hospitalist has told me that he doesn’t do things like that.  I have sent messages via three different routes to the Director of Hospitalists.  She has chosen not to see … Continue reading

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A Search for the Roses


I am dreaming that Melia and I are wandering around downtown, particularly in the Armory Square section, where there are outdoor vendors.  Down every little alley, in small brick courtyards and on fire escapes there are people selling hand sewn … Continue reading

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Crouse: Grownups and Quietude


Excerpt of email from Crouse’s erstwhile VP of Parking:  “I will, however, take one exception, and that is referring to our staff as ‘foolish’ (#7). You are more than entitled to your opinion (duh) and, as you know, I support … Continue reading

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Fighting back: Roger Levine, M.D.


I awoke at 3:30 a.m. with a terrible need to say what happened on St. Joseph’s inpatient psychiatry, Unit 3-6. I attempted suicide for two reasons:  first, it was a rational choice that I’d been considering for months based on my … Continue reading

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It’s about the Coffee


Sorry, just discovered I re-posted the first half of this. Thomas Falci just came to my bedside with a medical student. I refused to shake his hand but did shake hers. I’m not a hypocrite. Rude, maybe, but not a … Continue reading

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That is All


As a child, I learned that if I wrote down my feelings then they were externalized and ceased to cause pain.  Why else do you think I became a writer?  Over time I came to understand that my feelings were in … Continue reading

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The “Falci” Psychiatric Interview


Friday afternoon I had the biggest laugh in weeks—I read my psychiatric report. When I was in the Emergency Department requesting palliative care, Dr. Jishi told me that first I would have to be screened by psychiatry.  She didn’t say … Continue reading

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Life in the 467th Group


Anonymous has commented “You are not costing the government any money. Hospitals are paid on a DRG basis. Which means the hospital you are in is eating the cost of your stay beyond any diagnosis related treatment days.” In the first … Continue reading

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